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come get lost in the forest with me

Come get lost in the forest with me

To the trees to the trees to the trees

Root upon root, pulse against pulse

Step upon step in the breeze

Come get lost in the forest with me

 

Unrestrained, earthen

Stripped of yearning, we thrive in the irrefutable honesty

Heart beats and pumping blood, authentic salacious truth

 

I want it to be

Fearless, light, smooth

Like laughter in wine

Like air through our lungs

Like lips upon lips 

Like your skin on my tongue

Translucent, lucid 

The senses beat rhythmic riots deep

Clarified, sanctified, unrefined

The wisdom – your breath in your heart that heats in your palms

That dives in the groin that stirs in your thoughts that wakes you in dreams

The wisdom – your shine in your eyes that glows in your cheeks that makes your hands shake

That makes your laugh warmer your heartbeat pump faster

And your thoughts that ripple and pulse and steam and charge you, inspire you, transpire through you

The wisdom – your seeing, sensing, heeding the beat

 

She sends her messages clear

They’re under your skin

Dancing on your fingertips

Rippling up your spine

Gypsy soul, my blood like a flame

To the trees to the trees to the trees

Come get lost in the forest with me

Root upon root, pulse against pulse

Step upon step in the breeze

To the trees to the trees to the trees

 

Go so you can wake to the sound of the song sparrow’s kiss

Go so you can look in the eyes of the jay’s and know

Go so you can dive through the azure lake, pure and cleansed

Go so you can watch the junipers breathe and fill your soul with their scent 

To fear would be to stop the pull of the wind, stop the heat of the fire

To fear would be to pluck the wings from a bird, pull the blaze from my eyes

Believe in the Earth, that is God, that is Divine, That is Magic

Heart felt poses to the trees and breathe

Go so the sun can set and rise on you

Go so you belong

Your feet in the soil, the pine’s needles sensually soft, a cushioned embrace

To the trees, the sunlight on the breeze

Step upon step

Come get lost with me

black bear, black bear

What Do You See?

I see you looking at me.

Smelling me 

Interested in me. 

We are united and I am curious 

Why are you here giving me this gift

What do you want to teach me

Is it patience and trust, acceptance and love?

To be loved by a bear 

Awed, wide-eyed

Electric

what more could excite and astonish my elk spirit?

I do not run from you

Even though you scare me

I let you in. 

I see you. 

 

There is a cool mist that curls in the valley

Where am I?

The field is tinged with green and gold

A fall golden glow 

It sparkles from the dew and the sun, the perfect warming sun, that glints on the tips of the straw colored horizon 

The grass has perfect highlights

It makes me smile, so many hues, morning birdsong

It’s all intensely unimaginable in it’s beauty 

It feels like morning

I am going nowhere but forward

I am entirely at peace

I am strong, calm, fulfilled.

 

My gait is relaxed, not purposeful or rushed

I am strolling North 

I go

The air is fresh and clear 

Humid, pure, cleansing

I feel beautiful

 

Someone or something is near

 

I sense you and I glance East

A black bear 

My heart lurches and thumps

I hold my breath

I will simply walk and leave the valley

So I carry on but 

Then the bear looks at me, past me

And I follow her gaze 

West 

Another black bear and 2 baby cubs. 

I am caught in the middle

I feel like a prey animal

I want to run 

Or I want disappear into myself

I want to retreat

I take a breath and I walk slowly steadily watching them all

I look North towards my path in front of me

50 meters ahead more bears 3 or 4

They are lumbering around

Beautiful earthly magestic creatures 

But still I gasp

I turn on my heel South

More bears behind me. 

They are everywhere

At least 30 bears in my valley

Coming out of the forest that surrounds me

I have nowhere to go 

So I surrender 

I stop 

There is nowhere to run. 

This is me, I am here

To panic would be to lose everything 

I cannot run from myself

I center, I ground

I succumb to the experience 

I begin to breathe again

I will not be consumed by fear

I slow the rhythm of my heart

 

They move closer 

They are inquisitive 

I am so close I can see their big black wet noses twitching at me 

Their kind brown eyes looking at me 

We walk together then

There is no fear

There is peaceful beauty

This is a gift

I am loved by these bears so I let my walls down

The door is open now and it is flooded with light and possibility 

We walk we walk we walk

until there is lessened interest 

We are just spirits walking in the most extraordinary valley circled in mist 

The black bears and me

A reminder to venture onward. A compass

 

alongside, in unison: a vision

Today I wake with positivity, with hope, with gratitude.

I walk in that hope…a vision.

 

Good morning to the graceful, fresh deer tracks in the dirt

Good morning to the brisk tracks my dogs lay alongside hers

Good morning to mine, that follow.

 

I mesh alongside them, both graceful and brisk

In unison

Can we learn to move together, to live together, to co-exist?

 

Good morning to the full, blossoming dandelions that grow wild and free alongside the hay crop.

Humbly, I watch the bumble bee in the alfalfa and the weeds

At the blooming flowers

Taking, making, sharing, and bringing the necessary ecosystem into full circle

In full unison

The bumble bee knows not the division we have created within the flower

She only knows their nectar. 

 

I walk alongside them

 

Today I woke with positivity, with hope, with gratitude.

I walked in that hope…the vision

 

Until the sound boomed across me, over me and I’m awakened from my fantasy, from my positivity.

I’m trying so hard. 

 

Good morning blue sky…

I’m sorry that the plane raced overhead spreading toxic herbicides and pesticides

I’m sorry that your skies are filled with chemical

I raise my palms to you in offering of healing

I have tears in my eyes. 

I feel your pain 

I feel the Earth as me when she is tortured and sickened

In unison. 

I’ve tuned into her, and I can’t go back

I can smell the chemicals

I can taste their sick bitterness on my lips

I can feel them in my throat.

 

I’m sorry perfect, smooth beauty of a sky that circles me, frames me, blankets me in stars

I wish I could protect you and the Earth under you 

I’m sorry that the spray plane ignites past you in a flurry of noise and chemical

Bursting with pollutants, carcinogens, death.

 

I don’t know how to co-exist with this

 

My lungs, my skin, my babies, the deer, the dogs don’t want to be washed in chemical.

We don’t want to be bathed in it.

 

I don’t know how to co-exist with this

I need a clean space

Does it exist anymore?

Good-bye industry

I can’t be amongst this anymore.

 

I care for my body and worship it with its power, potential, its gift of purity, nature, breath

I raise my palms, open, in question, in need of guidance

 

I want to walk this Earth for as long as I can

This powerful Earthly paradise…

 

She can’t handle anymore, and I am her

Please can we wake up, it hurts

We need to protect her, we are HER

In unison

We walk alongside the Earth, with her, in her, we are her

 

I cannot fix the Earth

But maybe I can help, let me make it happen

One breath at a time

I will wish

I will manifest change for my family

I will blow the dandelions fluff, the pappus, West

A wish for good fate

 

A wish for my children 

A wish for my children to breathe with me in the rainforest 

Where we can be together, alongside, in unison 

Where the trees breathe with us, and the evergreens, forever staunch in their profound wisdom pour their hearts and souls into us just through their pure presence

Where we are sound amongst them

Where we are one there amongst that air of purity

Alongside them, in unison 

A vision. 

Let us walk among them in community and unity and let us help protect them as not my children but as my teachers and mentors

Let us sit amongst them and allow them to be our greatest teachers 

And I promise to mother their baby saplings with the tenderness and love I impart to my blood children. 

Because 

They are my souls

In unison

Please let us walk amongst them, with her, in her. 

A vision.

Dandelion Collage
Cracked Earth

© 2025​

 by Melanie Cedar

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